just single proud for me

One evening, I returned home exhausted from a hard day's work, only to find that our parents had prepared a special meal just for me. My siblings were already fast asleep, which made me feel incredibly touched but also saddened. I asked my parents if they could join me, to which they responded, "We never show favoritism among our children, but today you worked especially hard, so enjoy your meal. We can't divide one portion among all the siblings." I ate my food quietly, tears streaming down my face, realizing that this was the first time I had made my parents proud. I felt grateful for their gesture but also sorry for my siblings, and I couldn't help but blame myself for not being able to appreciate them enough.

The next morning, my parents shared the story with my siblings, and I couldn't help but feel embarrassed in front of them.

My jaundice and butter tea

When I was in our home, I had headache, pain in upper back, nostril sore etc, (སྨུག་པོ) so I almost every morning! But parents didn't know I was sick, so I got scold by them, if I tried to get up early morning, then I was sick a full day! hehe. For example: one morning I got up early before dawn and drive Yaks to our nomadic home. When I wan reaching at Zhongna, My sickness got worse  and vomit lot, more over I couldn't rode horse well. But tried to ride horse and drive yaks. Finally I met our deceased father at Gashi village. Then he wanted to return to nomadic home with me for helping. That time I wan Vomiting continue! Those cause by I had Tibetan butter tea, unfortunately I love to drink such disease drinking, after I have stay here, not troubled such illness like that.